Neighbors

PMNOC Tanka

locale matters not
I want her like no other
we'll be together
future will resolve itself
i cannot live without her

My Lover and I

My lover and I are far away
But we try to talk most every day

Hearing her voice brings peace to my heart
And most often spronging to a certain part

When I think of her I can’t help but smile
Will six months seem just like a short while?

I think so because when we talk on the phone
If we’re not too busy making each other moan

As partners we plan and plot and scheme
We share and improve such a wonderful dream

Fifteen days we’ll have in the Outback
Then a cross country drive when I’m done in Iraq

After that some of the details really aren’t clear
But we both want to be incredibly near

To each other, to begin our neighborly plan
She’ll be my woman and I’ll be her man

And when we’re fortunate enough to meet
I hope she’ll show off her perfect feet

I hope she’ll forgive me if I stop and stare
As she walks by in her underwear

I want to hold her in my arms
Then lay her down, to sample her charms

I’ll let her kiss me on my lips
While I gently use my fingertips

On her, to caress my favorite parts
(Like where her legs end, and her ass starts)

I want her head nestled down on my chest
That’s the time of day that I love best

And as we drift slowly off to sleep
Our hearts, our dreams, together we’ll keep

After I Showered in the Desert

I want to come visit your Outback oasis
We'll dance, we'll explore, we'll even have "races"

I'm sure you'll succumb to my lips and my smell
Your lust will give rise to an animal yell

Then after a bath we'll start over again
I'm cock of the walk, will you be my wild hen?

Don't worry at all, no need to feel shame
I won't tell your kids, won't mention your name

We're more than mere playthings, but not quite sure what
Entertainers, and seekers of things we've forgot

We're writing our own fresh new "book of love"
A beacon for us like Luna above

We'll each author chapters as the years go by
Reviewing, revising until we both die

Dead! -- worn out dear lover from travel and fun
Two quite different people whose hearts became one

 

Qatari Moon

Descending through a dirty Qatari sky
a waxing half-full moon
in my heart while viewing I
long to make my girl friend swoon

For ever since time began
Luna has love inspired
within creatures who predate man
their lust for flesh was sired

Seeing the moon anew, our lovers
not remembering the past
intoxicated, forsake all others
and grow a better love that lasts

A Rainy Day in Vot

On a cold rainy day I miss my lover

Snuggled under her lava lava as cold winds blow

She delights and excites me like no other

My thoughts turn to her; tender feelings grow

 

Her outsides, her insides -- so damn beautiful to me

I imagine us together and smile

That wildcat inside her longing to be free

I hope she’ll keep me around for a while

The booze and wild sex...things never done before

Nevada... New Orleans...soon Cali (the back of her van)

Using hands, mouth, feet!!, sweet little kitty and more

We joke she’s corrupting her missionary man

But more than corrupting, she’s healing him too

From outward behavior to the depth of my soul

For her I want to be better, I long to be true

Her love…combining our differences…makes me whole

So thank you dear lover, you’ve been through the fire

Leaving our old relationships…hard work nearly done

In the months ahead I long to stoke your desire

Til flames cleanse us both, and we feel we are one

Fate Brought Two Strangers

Fate brought two strangers together
Each ready for something quite new
A far off land, cold winter weather
It began when she took off her shoes

They took their time, they took it slow
Long walks and talks, ass comments by phone
But in Kharmastadt, they just had to know
As trains rolled by he first heard her moan

Time passed by, Luna shown down from above
Long distance calls, emails, and crack
Reunions, road trips, they fell hard in love
Then once more to Russia they came back

His attraction to her strong and physical
To his hands and lips her body speaks
But more than all that, also it’s spiritual
She gives him the strength that he seeks

Then separated for months on end
Despite sorrow and silence and pain
They stayed close enough to survive as friends
Although tested, their faith yet remained

For each a chapter draws to a close
Independence now rolls into view
Dreamed of, but at times hard to suppose
Future arrives at last, so exciting and new

Forget the past, just live in the now
He wants her more than ever before
They’ll figure it out, discover the how
Friends, lovers, neighbors...perhaps evermore
 

 

 

 

One Year Ago

A recap of our 2007 road trip through Nevada. 

Day One (Wed, 27 Jun) (Reno Extended Stay)

Afternoon arrival (Hooray!)
Turtles, titty bar expeditionary visit, gift exchange
my 2 pair of beautiful earrings, really cool wine
glass/ coffee cup combo, really neat sin t-shirt, cant
wait to wear. Books, CD; Mike's necklace, Magic 8 ball, books, knife, doo rag
Spaghetti dinner. Very fabulous...it's a first that
a man I was well...ahem sleeping with went to the
trouble of cooking me a nice dinner..pie!
Bowling...but I can't seem to remember who won all
three games. Kelly, care to comment?? Well Mike
"won" all 3 games. But I suspected he might be a sore
loser..umm so I was a good loser, in case he
threatened to "hold out on the goodies" because his
fragile 48/52 manhood was insulted. Boy, that was the
BEST decision I ever made. So when I really kick his
beautiful muscular ass in Russia..well it won't
matter, he'll still give "sugar britches" her desire,
if only out of boredom.

Day Two (Thurs, 28 Jun) (Reno Extended Stay)

Three Words: WHITE TRASH THURSDAY!!
Pancakes and sausage for breakfast PECAN PANCAKES,
THANX LOVER
Tattoo
Pool/ Shiner!
PF Chang's/ Kellys first pomigranate martini
Tittie Bar!!!!!My first boobie grab/lap dance,
getting off on watching my boyfriend get off!! hahaha

Day Three (Fri, 29 Jun) (Camping at Wet Snatch...I mean Rye Patch Reservoir)

Stir-fry for breakfast
On the road to Lovelock
LOVELOCK CAVE
Time by the river
Walk to the lake
SHOWERING IN THE "HANDICAPPED" HOT SHOWER
Hot links for dinner

Day Four (Sat, 30 Jun) (Camping at Birch Creek Canyon)

Pancakes for breakfast PECAN PANCAKES!
Scenic drive south to 50
Creek bathing
Austin Cemetery
Meatball sandwiches for dinner NO BLUE MOON FOR
US..BUT A STELLAR NIGHT NONE THE LESS, BRUISES TO SHOW
FOR IT

Day Five (Sun, 1 Jul) (Stevenson's Holliday Inn, Kings Beach, CA)  

SEA MONKEYS
bacon and eggs at the diner in Austin
Reliving Kelly's prior treks across the NV
wilderness. THANK YOU FOR NOT LOOKING TOO BORED
PETROGLYPH WALK - A beautiful valley view
Ylang Ylang massage
Brown strappy one-piece swimsuit
Mike eating potato chips
Pizza and garlic chips for dinner
First official moon sighting, above Lake Tahoe
A little gambling
As I recall (although you know my memory) someone said
that night was the "best" he has ever had!

Day Six (Mon, 2 Jul) (Reno Airport Best Western)

Laying on Tahoe Beach
Lounging by pool - Kelly in her laser cut Bikini...three words:  ooh la la!
Played some Pool
Pedicures
Dinner at Rapscallions
Listened to some Blues
DANCED WITH I-PODS ON "DON'T LET ME DOWN" BY THE
STEREOPHONICS.

Departure (Tue, 3 Jul) (Separate Beds)

Boo!

A Difficult Road

We’ve come so far down a difficult road

At times carrying a burdensome load

As I continue along, with each passing mile

I think of you, and us, and break into a smile

 

My heart, now chastened by its own weakness

Longs once again to bask in your sweetness

To feel safe, content, wrapped up in your arms

To sample and taste your delectable charms

 

Your brains, your white hair, your sweet curvy ass

The way that you walk, your sugar and sass

I want you sweet lover, to look in your brown eyes

While I’m above and inside you and hear your soft sighs

 

And when you’re alone or feeling week

Just listen and know it’s you that I seek

It’s you, Natasha, that I want close by my side

For the rest of this life’s unknown wild ride

Forgive Me

Thinking of last week
my heart breaks for hurting you
forgive me lover
face to face conversation
I accept any penance

Long Time

Natasha,

It seems like a long time since I've written you a serious love letter.  Things have been a little hectic with some turmoil thrown in, but the end is in sight.

I am more than a little psyched today.  Why?  Here's a list: 
a) my girlfriend is one day closer to being back in communication
b) wife (and her attendant melodrama) are gone for 8 days
c) weather is great today, sky is clear, Luna was beautiful last night
d) I just discovered another sub-category on Craig's List that has hundreds of listings per day for rooms/basements to rent...the category I had been looking at only had only a dozen or so.  It'll be super way easy to find a place when I get back in Aug.

I am really missing you bad today...I was doing pretty good with the whole patience thing the first couple days you were gone, but it's been getting harder and harder.  I just want to daydream about you all the time.  And the more I think about you, the more I want you, the more I miss you, etc.  Sometimes I feel like I'm going to explode.  I'm pretty sure you know the drill.  Of course I miss being with you, but I also really miss talking with you on the phone...what a great invention.  Especially for lovers who are so far away.

I just want to spend some time with you lover.  I miss seeing you...your wild long hair, your fiery brown eyes, your wicked little smile.  I miss hearing you laugh.  I miss you giving me shit in person.  I miss making goo-goo eyes at you.  I miss watching you move.  I miss all your wonderful parts...you know...those one or two places that are my favorites.  :)  I want to touch you, feel you, rub you, caress you, kiss you, taste you.  I want to soak you up.  I want us to get reaquainted.  I want us to make sweet love to each other.  I feel like we've shared many wonderful things but that we have so much more to discover. 

I want to travel with you but right now I really don't care where we go because most of all I just want to be with you.  I am so happy we found each other at such a remote corner of the universe.  I am mostly happy all the time but I'm especially happy when I think of you and the possibilities of spending time with you as a friend and (hopefully someday) neighbor.  I feel a connection with you Natasha.  I've never felt anything quite like this before and I love it. 

I love your brain power.  I love your personality.  I love you...just the basic you...and I want you to have to act or pretend or do anything you don't want to do...I just want us to be ourselves and enjoy life.  I'm proud of who you are and what you do.  I can't wait to see you again and tell you and show you in person just how beautiful, intelligent, sexy and special you are to me.  I miss my girlfriend.

Boris

PS. Just 20 more days til June 3rd.  I'm hoping that can still happen for us.  It will be like heaven to be in your arms and have your tongue down my throat again.